[align=justify], The most painful sorrows that loneliness provides ,when there is no one there to hold you , it's when your mind finds the time to flood your mind finds the time to flood your head with thoughts and makes you remember all memories. good ore bad, And you realize exactly just how alone you really are , makes you wonder , who will be there for me when i need it ? because everyone else has always left, abandon or betray you in your lifetime at some point , now all that's left is the fear that your hurt will never stop even though you have always done what's in your powers to help others, regardless of the blackness within their hearts they hold . Sacrificing all of yourself, almost tortured, struggling to hold your head high,as your own soul shatters and bleeds , all of that it's our little secret and we will keep it safe inside all of us so no one can ever see anything[/align][/font]

 
you can always have a book friend, a job friend,or even a dog...why would you need people?! people are harmful creatures, so even if you do have human friends do you think they would be there for u when most needed?? if you do, im sorry to say that you dont know a thing about human nature..THERE IS ONLY YOU IN THIS WORLD(and that, my friend, is the absolute truth)..so save yorself and everyone else the trouble and have the best job friend you can get cuz it's the only one who'd stand by your side at the end..

 
Obviously you feel homesick rather than lonesome .But, sometimes it is better to be alone than in bad company. Truth be told, our society have dramatically changed, there is a profound lack of strong integrity and morals. People become so selfish as their mere purpose is to get their own benefits at the expanse of you, you give them a hand……….. But in return they dash all that you had done against the wall, but anyway it is for the sake of ALLAH