Words....Feelings

The darkness caresses me

The light fades slowly into night

Where do I hide?

While the pain inside cries

This feeling that drains my dreams

Where nothing is gained

You comfort me

Before you rip me apart

All the sacrifices and shattered hopes

All the empty memories and faded dreams

The blatant lies you told

The promises you never hold

It is too much to grasp!

I am like broken glass

I try to leave the troubles behind

I can’t take it anymore

I can’t figure you out

I must be haunted by you

I must be dreaming these days

Left to torment and rage

I buried my memories

Along with my broken past

Wondering why nothing ever lasts

Shadows consuming my thoughts

Doubts have made me a living corpse

You track me down; freezing my soul

Swallowing my comforts

Creating a hollow in my heart

Following each footstep

Dragging me down

To the place where I burn

What do you want?

Is my freedom your cage?

Now you want me to pay!

Your absence a memory of pain

Draining my life for your selfish gain!

A wondering soul,

Lost in an eternity of loves hold

Teasing whispers of tender caresses

The day slowly fades to night,

As the sweet silence gropes for sound

She reaches for her lover, but he is not found

Lost in an endless sleep

Lying in an eternity of loneliness

Seducing death with crimson kiss

A soul neglecting an aching lover’s request

She is beyond weeping her sorrows

Wasted on forgotten tomorrows

Holding tight to a false hope

Possessed by love ache

Ignoring an obvious revelation

Dying is part of this creatio

Wishing on a star,

How can love be stretched so far?

Distance plagues our hearts,

As failure lurks unnoticed in the darkness,

Will we be strong?

Or will weakness overcome us with sorrow?

Creating doom for unforgettable tomorrows…

A future uncertain; bound by the past,

Lost and alone to wonder,

In a space filled with half a soul -

Longing for the other,

Trapped in an endless cycle of torment,

I grasp the emptiness you once held,

Wishing for your kiss of gold,

Dreams twist into morbid reality,

As fire burns out desire…

The smoke is all that is left,

Dwindling wisps of lost memories in a broken sunset,

As reality hits like a burden on a heavy heart,

Flashes of what once was have crept,

So silently into my bed,

Cautious I feel for your shape…

But all is too late!

Nothing remains,

Just a simple whisper,

A shadow of love,

Left to wonder…

Why fate has brought a stranger,

A ghost of you,

To haunt in the lonely echoes,

Tormented with sorrow,

Desperate for tomorrow,

Today I burn,

For yesterdays wrongs,

Why is the past like one sad song?

Haunting the true hearts,

As if they have done a world of wrongs.

I lay silently in my crypt,

Deception plagues my mind,

Are these feelings real I feel inside?

These cravings that will never yield,

Caressing my conscience with ever breath…

Sleeping awake

My nightmares

Are a twisted reality

As facial expressions strip me bare

Revealing my innocent pride

Please release me,

From this pain inside -

This prison of secrets I cannot hide!

My mind my own enemy,

Slaughtering every thought of sanity,

Satisfaction flickers;

As I hide my true nature behind lust filled eyes;

A snake in disguise!

You shelter my hopes

Collect my tears in a glass

For you to drink

Letting my pain pass

You give without taking back

A heart so true

So, important to me

You lack nothing,

But the power to reject

Accepting anyone with no regret

You say kindness is the key to the world

And, that love makes the world spin

You bestow gentleness to those below you

And, respect to those above

Nothing escapes your tender care

Even your enemies you smote with love to share

And, P.S: I love you‘s

Just to see their shocked stares

You are the most important to me…

But is your innocents; your ignorance?

Or, is it the wicked that are arrogant in your eyes

Not deserving your time or pity lies

You are the most important to me…

I know you not to take anything

Yet please, take my love!

For it is yours freely...

Given with no complications - my dedication

A declaration, of how you are

The most important to me!

Thank you very much for the wonderful words