Spinning out of control,
I don't know what to feel,
I left him,
because I needed something real.

No one understands,
The pain I have undergone,
No one here to take my hand,
And tell me,...I did nothing wrong.

I want to love,
And Know what's real,
This is harder than I thought,
What is the deal?

They push their words at me,
Like lightning waiting to happen,
I want to be free,
They won't give me a chance to speak.

I want him to be mine,
I know what is true,
The past I will leave behind,
All I want,...IS YOU!

[[ I'm feeling a lot of pain in the love department lately, and it just feels as if everyone is pushing what I want out of my reach, I couldn't find the exact words how I feel, But this is close enough. Thank You for reading]]